Absolute Pain
It's almost a year since I last wrote, but it's been over a year since the coronavirus pandemic started. There has been so much loss in this last year. So much. Over 500,000 lives have been lost to this virus in the United States alone, higher than any other country. And one of those lives gone just recently happened, when my beautiful and wonderful mother passed away earlier this month after complications from covid. It has been absolutely unbearable and soul crushing. And I just don't know how to cope. I am gutted. I am traumatized. And I am in absolute pain. I miss my mom so much.